YMonday, October 24, 2005
the time when u are at ur worst is the time wen ppl wud usually wana stay away from you... well..he chose to stand by me..despite the truth that i revealed to him..
n im greatful to have him around me..
tho sometyms..doubts will linger and we will have our share of indifference..
things usually turn out fine after we meet..and talk it out..
im startin to trust him..(sth tats hard to do)..
even so..we are total opposites of each other.
both in character and personality..the only similarity is perhaps our intrest in music and goin ludicrously stupid..haha
and sometyms..mebe in the way we think..
but he's someone im not..something tat i dun see myself bein..
someone vastly different from me..
perhaps..he's my other half..
the other part of me that is ever so different..
the other part of me that shows me both sides of the world..
that makes me understand life in a wider perspective..
that somehow..makes me complete..
cuz i've always been tis half-a-person..
and now that i'm whole..
livin a day without him..
became impossible..cuz it'll make me feel incomplete.
cuz im too used to already bein whole..
us together could prolly be complicated..cuz we wun be together till we really know each other well..but we noe that love exists between us..inspite tat, we are just takin our time..
fillin it wit lots of love and understanding..building a healthy foundation..
i wasn't sure then that i'd like to be wit you..
but for now im certain.
i tink we can make tis werk..
finally im certain of 1 thing..
tat is..to be wit you..
_callous_ was here with you at
